Neurodivergence

Thoughts of oblivion

Thoughts of shame calling so loud

Calling my name

Thinking of pain and release

The noise it won’t cease

Drowning me

Smothering me

Cutting me loose

A choking noose of conformity

Rules I never knew

Things I did wrong without a clue

Not fitting

Not Sitting

Never comfortable,

Never at home

Wishing for silence

No time is my own

Cut me loose

To slice is my power

Don’t go on forever

Not even an hour

Longing for what I’ll never have

Belonging for a moment

My dream and my staff