I say I have given up my vices

I don't smoke, except on special occasions

I don't vape, unless I'm super stressed.

I don't drink alcohol, not to excess

I don't use drugs, without permission of course

I'm not a victim at all

I've no disease that makes me sit in circles

I'm not a problem statistic, not anymore

I'm sometimes lonely and life gets, shit

I can sit and wish that I was rid of all this

Like the old days make myself happy to forget

Wake up one day covered in sick

I learned there is a trick to coping when life is too much

It's that everyone feels that they too are sick

We all want to forget when we play along and pretend

Most of all its just fine as long as you numb it

Just one little bit

All of us desperate to feel like we fit.